My Life As A Feminine Sissy

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My Life As A Feminine SissyHere are a few of the things men have said to me in the adult video preview booths:”Nice legs, fag.””MMMM! Fuckin’ smooth! You shave your legs?” (Said while feeling up my bare legs just prior to fucking me.) “Those tits real?””Man that pussy is tight!””Get on you knees and tell me what you want, bitch.””You are the most feminine man I have ever seen,””You eat ass?”I have to admit that when I hear comments like this I am thrilled.I got a comment on my prison turnout post from someone who went through a similar experience. He wrote about the power dynamics behind prison sexual domination as the prime motivator of these occurrences, & suggested that, for a victim to continue in that role after his release from custody, some therapy might be called for.In my own case, I learned to accept the role of bitch, sissy, punk, woman. I fully understand that dominance, not sexual gratification, is behind most prison sex attacks (all sex attacks, for that matter). That accounts for the enslavement process itself. But just as a pimp out on the streets will brutalize a woman as part of the turning out process, there is also to be considered the whore/trick dynamic.Once a woman (or a sissy in prison) becomes a whore, “she” must then focus on making money for “her” pimp. And while the pimp/whore relationship is based on dominance, the whore/trick relationship is based on sexual gratification. A whore out on the streets may achieve little or no sexual satisfaction from turning a trick. But the whore in prison, though playing a female role, is physically & psychologically male, & responds to sexual stimuli canlı bahis accordingly, thus receiving as much sexual gratification as his trick.In prison, as in society in general, homosexual behavior & relationships exist. Men do pair off and have relationships, which are basically marriages. But what distinguishes this behavior from the prison turnout (sissy), is that both partners retain male identities, even though may be dominant over the other.What is unique in the prison setting is homosexuality that is not homosexuality. By this I’m referring to the forcing of weaker men into the female role. When a punk is turned out by his owner, he is then given a female name and forced to assume a female identity. The goal of the Man is to transform his sissy into a surrogate female, a transformation so complete that a con can feel safe in his manhood, because it isn’t a guy that’s suckin’ his dick, it’s a woman – or a reasonable facsimile of a woman. It isn’t a guy that is naked and spreading his ass to be fucked by him, it’s a sexy female, or at least the closest thing to a female. As long as the creature that he’s having sex with looks, acts, and fucks like a woman, than he can reassure himself that what he is doing is not technically homosexuality – at least not on his part.In my own case, I was a latent homosexual all along, & it took the prison turnout process to liberate me as a female. Which, I guess, makes me some kind of transgender, more than it does homosexual. Because I actually view myself as female. When I’m suckin’ a man’s dick, in my mind I AM a woman – not a guy suckin’ another guy’s cock. bahis siteleri I mean, I tried the gay bars & clubs when I got out, but because I was so effeminate and girly, I wasn’t much of a turn on to gay men, who as the term implies, prefer men.I soon discovered that adult video arcade preview booths are hunting grounds for straight guys, most of them married, to get a nice blowjob from some sissy. And since not too many faggots in those places are as womanly as I am, I proved to be a big hit. Picture this: you’re a married guy whose wife is fat or either not sexually attractive or not sexually responsive to your needs. You head for the adult bookstore preview booths to kick back and watch some porn and jerk off – maybe even cop a blow job from some faggot back there. You open the door to a booth – and you see a nude woman in high heels inside. But wait, it isn’t a woman at all; “she” has a cock. But, still, she ain’t half bad looking…nice tits, too. Your dick is already hard, and “she” smiles and says Hi! “She” quickly follows that up with: “You want a blowjob, honey?” You check “her” out a little more closely…nice smooth, soft skin, silky legs, full, pouty lips with red lipstick. What are you going to do?Well, I’ll tell you what a LOT of men do; a LOT of men step inside and get the hottest blowjob of their lives. Because this bitch ain’t asking for money, she ain’t telling you to wear a rubber (at least not for the blow job), she don’t mind if you cum in her mouth & will gladly swallow your load, or take it all over her face. And if you do decide that you want some pussy to go along with that hot blow bahis şirketleri job, and you’re willing to wear a rubber, she will give you some of the tightest pussy you’ve ever had…she will wiggle her hips, squeeze down on your dick with her tight ass muscles, and milk you dry, muthafucka! And if you want to finish up in her mouth, she will drop to her knees, pull that rubber off your cock and take the whole load on her face or in her mouth. Now, is your wife gonna do that for you? Or some hooker in the street? Hell no! You’ll get a half ass covered blow job, pay anywhere from 50 to a hundred bucks for the privilege, & expose yourself to a potential police sting. One guy looked in recently, & when I asked him if he wanted a blowjob he shook his head, showed me his wedding ring, & told me he’s afraid of diseases. I told him to go and watch some porn and jerk off, but that when he’s ready to shoot, come on back and jerk off in my mouth instead of wasting all of that precious semen on the floor. So that’s what he did; about 20 minutes later he stepped into my booth & told me he was ready. I got down on my knees at his feet and he took out his erect penis and began jerking off, the swollen head inches from my hungry mouth. But he wouldn’t allow contact. “Ok,” he said, “I’m coming!” I got down real low and took the whole sloppy load all over my face. He pulled some napkins out of his pocket and wiped his dick off. I mean, I would have loved to have cleaned it off in my mouth, but…like the man says, he’s afraid of diseases. So there you have it: my take on the whole prison sissy deal. Like I said, while some folks look at an experience like mine as screwing up their lives, I like to view it as an opportunity – a door opening that might never have opened – in short, a positive thing. Because…like the song says: I enjoy being a girl!

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